Thanks everyone. really thank you for going yesterday night. Well though it wasn't really how i expected the day will be. but the fact that you guys came did made me happy of coz. and i appreciate it. i just didn't want everyone to leave so early, i mean, i am selfish. but i just wanted to make my day a little more memorable? Well. Sorry for having such a high expectation. i mean, you guys did whatever u can right? i didn't expect u guys would stay, coz i know everyone wants to go home early. i wan to say that i really dun blame anyone or whatsoever. but im just saying what i would've wanted. it's fine if i dun get it, you know. it's just my own selfish little expectation anyway. and sorry about that. i guess i must really thank sally and dian, though they wont be reading this. thanks for staying with me. I guess u guys understood what i was thinking or feeling, and accompanied me huh. heh. thanks. =) i just didn't want to go home early, especially on my birthday. i must say it was kinda dissappointing to see everyone leaving, one by one of coz, but that's only becoz i want u guys to stay, especially her... everyone was like looking at me when she left. i really didn't want to show any emotions at that moment. i just looked away. coz i know, no matter how i would've wanted, it's only fair that i respect everyone, and let everyone enjoy themselves. didn't wanna spoil anything at all.
but dun worry, u guys did great. i appreciate it.
sorry for being so..
sorry for having the high expectation
sorry for being such a jerk, making you unhappy at one point when msging because of my kinda rude tone.
Thank you everyone, i enjoyed. thanks for the present, and those food she gave me. didn't expect it too, but i kinda like it. =) and the badges, despite how u hated beatles eh? and the cds, thanks guys!
"happy birthday.. to me."
~Kaze
well, birthday's just another day...
