filling up.

how i wish i can play this melody on my blog now. it's beautifully sad.
im so tired.
i don't know what's happened since then,
there's something different.
i've never liked the way you walk away.
but it seems like im seeing this repetitive thing everyday now.
well those days were over. i know.
and it's time to let go.

does anyone knows why i like boat quay so much? the clearest thing i could remember was me, sitting near the river thinking about her two days before the 21st. i remember it was a monday. i remember i was drinking. i remember how those messages got me so happy. i remember kncoking onto a glass door on that day. and the scar never disappear on my left hand. and it was since that day, she knew i like going there. the reason was never clear to me either. but now i guess the reason was her.

~Kaze

you're filling up my mind.