Songs in my heart.

"loving someone doesn't make them love you."
"waitin' on love ain't so easy to do."

Simply like this two lines from a song.

"Just sitting, wishing."

Sometimes I wish I could sing. and that I could play the guitar. And then play the guitar, singing to the girl I like. Haha. Or simply just singing into the air, sitting near the beach. Well, but I know I'm not musically talented. haha. so... I'm better off daydreaming. Being a dreamer is much easier. =)

I don't know la, but for me, I think the best gift would be a song. Best if it's self-composed. If someone is to sing me a song, my heart will melt man... Haha... It doesn't have to have very good music, I just want a good lyrics. When I listen to a song, I often look at the lyrics and sing with it. That's how I appreciate a piece of music. That's why when most people talk to me about what they called "Music", I practically switched off. Especially songs like "my humps" or "umbrella", stupidiest songs I've ever heard in my life. I don't know what the lyrics is about, but I'm not interested to know either. It's practically a piece of junk if you ask me. You don't even know what she's singing. And perhaps the singers themselves don't even know what they're singing most of the time. Just follow the music and make those repeated words/sounds. *Note* I don't call those lyrics. They're just words or sound, repeated for a few times to form what others called "music". To me, they're more of "sound" than "music". So don't be surprise if anyone sees me getting so pissed and frustrated all of a sudden outside when I heard these "sounds".

School's starting soon. Somehow, I'm not looking forward to it. Don't think le. spoil my mood to even think of it.

Tomorrow, most likely I'm gonna get pissed off with someone. She never fails to piss me off everytime I speak with her. That's why I tried not to speak to her so much. And tomorrow? Have to change our dining place because of her. But anyway, I saw that coming. Expected.

I think I'm getting more and more sensitive towards people's words. catching small little details of words they say.

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Nothing to say le. I'm just confused at what I'm feeling right now. or rather, all along. Perhaps it's a feeling that you can only achieve when you really don't care about anything anymore. Just wanna see her happy bah. You know, when I see her, I didn't just see her. I feel her.

Maybe that's why.
I want to feel happy. =)

~Kaze

I've always had songs in my heart for you,
just waiting for you to put it together.