Goodnight to you.

My mum is fukkin noisy right now.

Naggin to the air. Trying to scold my sis, yet my sis is in the bathroom. She can't even hear with the sound of splashing water... =.="'

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhh!!!

Already the whole day is fuckin lousy. Spent the day outside alone, walking endlessly... Didn't eat anything, coz when I just wanna go buy food, all the snacks store close le. Didn't wanna eat anything else. Just no appetite for other food. Walking alone sure was lousy. That kind of feeling, though used to it, but is still making me feel sad. When I'm alone, I prefer taking bus... though it's longer. I'm able to look out through the windows to the things happening outside. Then, I start to think of alot of things... Sometimes, I find myself crying at the back of the bus. Not really physically most of the time. But sometimes, like today. I can't explain the feeling.

"I had friends. But I feel like I don't. None of them left, but they're just not there."

Sitting at the back of the bus, there's only one song in my mind for that one hour. Though I don't know about the lyrics. But it's easy, coz it says what I wanted to say. If I were a painter... I would paint my reverie, If that's the only way for you to be with me... Singing and crying... The best feeling one could ever had. =)

And at the end of the day, in my hour of need, I truly am indeed, alone again......

Actually intended to post a few photos on this post, but I guess I'll leave it for now...


Goodnight. Sleep tight. =)

~Kaze

I'm not getting any better...
Paint this beautiful picture with me and stop my tears.