A Lifeless Lennon Obsession.

Today can't get anyone out. and don't wanna hear anymore "I'm meeting him" or "her" so I decided to go out on my own. So I did, wandering and go walk about at orchard myself. Hah. Went to HMV and saw this album "Instant Karma : The Campaign To Save Darfur". What attracts me is the front cover. A face so farmiliar I can recognise with just one glance. Yes, it's John Lennon! haha. It's an album/campaign made to make some noise against the endless war and conflict at Darfur, Sudan. It's a compilation of Songs by John Lennon but sang by various famous artistes such as Avril lavigne, Black Eyed Peas, Snow Patrol, Maroon 5, U2, Christina Aguilera. Surprise eh? Well don't be. Afterall, John Lennon was a famous icon in this singing industry. And there're many songs by him which were written to affect people's mindset and ultimately won the "war" against US. I've always loved his works, his madness, his words. And that's why I often just ignore people around me who don't know how to appreciate his music and give me that kind of look when I tell them about my favorite artiste. But from now, please start respecting him, coz even your "new generation" singers are now performing his songs.

Anyway, didn't buy that album in the end, coz my pay isn't in my pocket yet. Perhaps I'll buy it when I get my pay.

Hmmm, watched Die Hard 4.0 at night. Well, it was a full action packed movie. Lot's of "what the fuck was that?" moments. Haha. Anyway, still can't get Transformers off my mind.

Anyway, also saw this album by Paul McCartney. Hmmm, in case you don't know who he is, he is Lennon's good friend, another one of The Beatles. He's the only Beatles alive now. haha. But this new album of his suggest that he's gonna die.

"At the end of the end. It's just the start of a journey. To a much better place. And a much better place. Would have to be special. No more crying. When I die. I want bells to be rung. Songs to be sung..."

This is roughly what's written around the side of the disc package. And the album is called "Memory almost full". Doesn't it sounds like another "Lennon's last words before death". Haha. By the way, "Grow old with me" was the last song of Lennon. Afterwhich, he was assasinated. And if you listen to the lyrics. It's like he knew he was gonna die. And some quotes by him, "I don't believe in killing. No matter what the reason is." "I'm not afraid of death. Coz I don't believe in it. I think it's just getting out of one car and into another."

Anyway, I think people reading this must find it real boring already. So I guess I shall stop.

Feeling so bored. Lifeless. Alone. Sometimes I feel like shouting out loud. Sometimes I feel like crying silently inside...

I guess there's nothing much to talk about le. Went to east coast that day with my sis, took a few pictures. Will post when I get hold of it. Till then...

Good bye.

~Kaze

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