OH Stars, don't shine on me...

Alone in the dark,
I'm searching for my soul.
Moving like my shadow,
I'm so afraid to run.
I don't know why as I looked up the sky,
The stars just shine on me...
I don't know why as I run from the sky,
The stars still shine on me...

OH stars, don't shine on me...
For today, just let me be.
OH stars, don't shine on me...
Let the raindrops fall onto me.

As I continue to walk the path,
I realised I wasn't the only one.
As I raised my head once again,
I saw no rain on the other side.
I don't know why nobody could see me,
The stars still shine on me...
I don't know how you could have ignored me,
The stars were still shining on me...

OH stars, don't shine on me...
For it doesn't make any difference in the light.
OH stars, don't shine on me...
Please don't take pity on me.
OH stars, don't shine on me...
For no one will be remembering me.
OH stars, don't shine on me...
For this whole night, just set me free.
Before the sun's here, I'll be gone with the mist...

I don't know how can I help you, perhaps we can't. But I really don't wish to see this saddening side of you. Everyday you frown, I know you're suffering inside even when you don't show it that clearly. Perhaps that's why you just want to sleep, not thinking of other things. That's why you feel so tired. I no longer see the smile throughout the day. I see helpless, vexed, sad, restless, desperate to go home, isolating yourself. I may be wrong, and I hoped I am. Perhaps you see me as a bother, a redundant person bothering you. But sometimes I don't care, I don't know of anything else I could do besides keeping you company. I just want to see that bright side of you back, perhaps then, I'll leave... You don't even eat much nowadays. I'm so afraid that you may ultimately fall one day, both physically and mentally. Sometimes I don't know what to say to you, so I kept quiet, giving you some peace. But if you're reading this one day, please be strong and smile like that "You" I used to know.

Thanks.
~Kaze