Still my guitar gently weeps...

Didn't thought the first to view my new blog is my long-lost friend. Perhaps I still have friends who cares about me. Anyway, my blog is open to everyone, but if you and him are reading my blog by any chance, I wondered why? Do you still even care...What's your purpose of reading my blog? Everyday, we simply become a little more "stranger"... You talk to everyone happily but me...you don't seems to want me to know where you're going... There're times I saw that eyes of you stealing a glance at me...I don't know why, but I guess you don't want me to know something...and it seems so hard to just face me...Perhaps I think too much but that's what I feel. And if it's "Him" reading my blog, which I guess you already did, I wonder why? What's the purpose? To see if I'm sulking again, and if you should help this old friend over here...Well, you can't do a thing about it too, so PLEASE DON'T. I just feel better typing out how I feel, that's why I blog. Please don't do anything again to hurt anyone, including yourself. If she's still smiling while talking to you now...perhaps that's not a bad thing, I will feel happy too. Just like you've said, if She's happy being with you, I will give you my blessing. Don't worry, I will live on no matter what happens, I still have friends...It just takes time to stop sulking...The only regret is that we weren't close friends anymore, like we used to agree to be no matter what happens.

Listening to this song on my blog now, This really sings out how I feel, "I don't know how you were diverted...I don't know how you were inverted...no one alerted you." "I don't know why nobody told you how to unfold your love? I don't know how someone controlled you, they bought and sold you..." "I looked from the wings at the play you're staging, while my guitar gently weeps...As I'm sitting here doing nothing but aging, Still my guitar gently weeps..."

Thanks.
~Kaze