I'd like to...

Don't know why. But I'm just feeling so stressful, uncomfortable, frustrated today.

Just not in a very good mood. I mean, still joking around here and there but actually that's how I go about living everyday. But who actually knows what I'm thinking or how I'm feeling inside? Today. I'm just not feeling right. I look at my customers like I'm half-dead. Everything I do, I feel so damn wrong. And there she go again giving me stress on selling my massagers. God damn those massagers la. If customers want to buy, then buy la. It's not like I don't want to serve. I serve everyday as per normal. How the fuck will I know how many I can sell for the whole day? And what the hell do I gain for meeting my target? A sense of satisfaction from selling massagers? =.="'

Anyway. Just a fucked up day la. I got to go exactly at 9pm today, but what's the point? I got no where to go but home. If only my workplace is at town, perhaps I will go boat quay sit sit. Just take a break, doing something I like. Sitting quietly along the river.

And it seems like work is the only thing happening right now. I would like to take a break and catch a movie. Sit along the river, listen to my music. and then once in a while, surprise me with abit of sweetness. Have a supper sitting at beach, gazing upon the stars...

And if possible, send someone to accompany me for this day. haha.

my mouth's smiling... =(

~Kaze

I know you could cheer me up easily. =/