been few hours since I reach home from work.
Well first day of work, one word. Boring. I don't enjoy at all. Seriously. There're a few customers. But it's like those customers don't even wanna buy la. I did explain and demo to them some products but it's like I'm just not good with sales. And I think the in-charge isn't very pleased with me. But the so-called second in-charge ask me to find something to do. Serve customers. But I'm serving la. Just that no customers, serve ghost ar? And I was sticking barcode on a mountain of products. And I thought since I've bring them down, why not stack it back orderly, seperating the two different colors. But then she just had to come and spoil everything, even stacking it wrongly. Then later I follow her way of stacking and she come and say wrong. And say I'm even worst than the other new-comer. It's like so @@#@$!#. But anyway, I said it in a sacastic way about it, and I think she gets it. She know it's her fault. Well not to blame anyone or what. but that sentence she said just pissed me off. I'm even worst? Come on, i got it all planned out and you came and stack every single thing randomly, and you even stick a barcode for the blue color, on a red, not to mention you stick it so anyhow. It's not straight at all.
But besides that, I think everyone's still ok. Perhaps all just acting or what I don't know. But so far, impression is all are nice people... just not very happy about that single incident.
Anyway, I came home speaking to my sis about all those problems action city's facing. haha. I, too am impressed how much problem I can picked out just from one day of work. And there she goes again, all those ideas to solve the problems. But now there's a bigger problem. Regarding the new concept. I don't think I can come up with a good idea. That "x-factor" just makes such a big difference. But I just don't know what it is. I can only say that, all those things came from "Ultraman", well I used it as an example.
Anyway, now it's way passed two and I havent even bathe. =.="' Sigh. I really hate doing sales.
Ok today, it's like I don't feel any better even when there's something for me to do. It's like the more i feel like shouting out loud. Just shout out. Really hate this kind of life. I really don't have any motivation to go on. I mean, when I was working last time, at least I looked forward to school starting. And I looked forward to every saturday movie mania. And I looked forward to the pay every month. But now? I don't really want that money that badly. I have no friends to go movie mania. I don't look forward to school reopens. I get only 15 mins of break which mean I had to swallow my McChicken as fast as possible and get back to work. What for, i mean?
I'm down down down to the pit. Give me something to look forward to, please?
I think now the only thing can make me look forward to, is sleep. Now I just want to sleep through every single day. At least my dreams seems more "real" to me. Hah. What a wonderful life.
If only I can design my own life...the way I want it, beautifully...Haha.
~Kaze
I believe there's god,
Coz I know one day I'm gonna kill him.
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