Wasted my life.

Today was a disappointment and a waste of time and money.

I actually get off to do the magazine layout, but then I basically wasted the whole day. And I didn't enjoy any moments of it because of that I think. I kept thinking that I got things to do. And also, I'm just wondering around at arcade with andy and yuan chong. Then watch about two movies at home later which I've watched before. Then finally go for a stupid movie which I'm gonna kill andy for that. You didn't waste 1hr 20mins, you wasted 4hrs actually. (1hr 20mins X 3). =.="'

And there goes my off day. Well, one more off day to go and I don't know if I can finish something quick in the next few hours. Hope so. But then, I don't need sleep liao. fuck. I'm fuck tired. zzz.

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Sometimes I feel like I'm missing something. And it's making me so uncomfortable and it's distracting. I don't really know what it is, coz I think there's alot I'm missing.

Hope I can feel "complete" and not missing anything soon. Coz I know I can go crazy one day anytime. I'm those crazy ppl, you know. It won't be strange if you wake up one day and find out that I'm dead.

Please, let me enjoy, I don't wanna feel like I'm wasting time. I may not have much time to lose. You never know.

My stomach's making noises now... I'm hungry. And my eyes are closing... And my head's feeling giddy... Almost fell two times coz I lost balance because of that. Don't know what's wrong with me la. I just want a normal life! God, damn you!

~Kaze

Walking down the streets alone, without a someone like you to phone.