Say what you want to satisfy yourself...

For the past few days I've been busy working. Off day, doing illustration for my school magazine, which I think either chloe, who asked me to do, "cheated" me or nv choose mine. Coz she practically disappear after I sent her the file. Great. If really so, then all the credit will be hers. Sigh. Nvm la. as long as I'm not guilty of anything jiu hao. =) Same as work. I can't bring myself to lie to customers about anything. Even though I know that will help push sales. I'm one who will keep thinking about it if I lie about something. I will feel so uneasy. I guess I like to always sort of put myself in other people's perspective. Always thinking about what the other party will think if I say it this way or something. Which isn't a good thing I know. But I guess I just don't want to make anyone feel lousy becoz of something I said or did. I rather be the one feeling lousy. =)

Anyway, nothing really happened for me to say all these. Just feel like saying jiu say bah.

Now, I just want to smile and try to mean it, and let myself let go. Suddenly feeling so emo listening to "Any other world". Take me to any other world. Any. I'm tired of this one. Have nothing much to take with me. Hopefully I can make more friends in another world. I shall say goodbye to the world I thought I lived in.

Take a bow. Play the part, of a lonely lonely heart.

Say what you want to satisfy yourself
But you only want what everybody else says you should want

Haiz...hmmm think won't blog much in the future. Maybe stop le bah. Now andy won't have to complain about my blog views le. =)

~Kaze

Should I look older just to be put on your shelf?