The day that doesn't seems right...

Today didn't feel good. Don't know why. The whole day is like so restless. Met two friends for dinner but well, I don't have any appetite...for anything. Seriously, I don't feel like eating anything. I feel like vomiting instead. In the end, I ordered this Char kwey tiao which I didn't finish...then we shared this sting ray which seems tasteless to me.

And for the first time, I wanted to go home... I left on my own right after dinner... they went back to Vivo to walk walk. But I just don't feel right. I can't say I don't feel well, coz I'm not really sick, but it's just that everything don't seems right. I'm seriously so restless today... They were still having satay while I'm like supporting my head with my hand, resting... And my stupid hair isn't right, everyone's saying I look like a girl, fine! I KNOW! SHUT UP! I'm gonna get haircut soon, not cut till very short, but make layers...it's too thick now...DAMN!

And so, after a whole day that doesn't seems right, I'm finally back home blogging away. And I'm still not feeling right. Maybe I'm just tired...sleeping so late last night and getting up so early this morning...

Sometimes, I don't like people asking me about some things... And they know very well, coz I show it very well... Yet, they continue to pursue...until they get an answer which doesn't even concern them... Why do they care? Well they're definitely not giving any advice...... Don't they know that it'll just make me think of so much things again? I mean, the day was good, everything was fine and you just had to ask me that question, and always putting in such a manner that makes me think that you think of it as a joke. Well it's NOT a joke to me! It's my life you're talking about!

Anyway, today was a bad day, so it doesn't really matter if it gets any worst. Just wished you were there to brighten up my day, or night...

Seriously, I like the night better than the day... So much better, there're stars for me to see... So beautiful...haha. And it's cooling, and it's quiet. It's just this mood that makes everything seems...right...

~Kaze

I wonder if my life's being narrated...