Just Thoughts.

4.04am~

Just reached home and bathe.
Hmmm, today went to have a haircut which then seems like the same though. I mean one look it's like I never cut. But anyway, I think it's ok, except for the fringe. Then went to meet Andy again to watch shrek 3. Well today, I waited the longest time for him. Almost an hour. But strangely, I don't feel angry. I was just sitting there having my drink and in my own world again. Anyway, it was kinda boring walking around without destination while waiting for the movie to start. But then... I feel like I needed that walk. Hmmm, the show was alright, but for me, I like the first 2 better. Well first is always better I guess. This one doesn't have that kick when watching the ending part. And the songs in this one isn't catchy.

Well, today's perhaps the first time I keep so quiet going out with him. Hmmm, I also don't know what I was thinking la. Just lots of stuff. Erm Andy, don't worry la, I'm fine. I'm not unhappy or what. I'm just not at the highest peak of my life now. Thank you for those little small talks you tried to make. I know and I appreciate. As usual, you're not good at talking, but you tried and I guess that done it. I felt better more or less, I guess. Hmmm, I know it's abit wrong to say to a guy? but well, good to have you as a friend, a brother(I'm older btw =)). At least you pay attention to my emotions every now and then, Hah. And you seems to get it right most of the time. And no I'm not gay...but thanks......for...anything, everything bah...haha dunno wad to say. I mean, maybe to you is nothing, but perhaps it's just that it just helps having someone around now. Fuk la dunno wad I saying. fuck it. nvm.

Hmmm, and you should cherish your family now bah, I mean, you're already quite fortunate than most people, in financial terms.

Eh I know sometimes I tend to go too off...saying about life? but just bare with me bah. I'm kinda strange and stubborn?

And about that "Guess" thing? you know, I think I've tried so I don't feel any regret. But now that it seems like I know what's best, i mean, it's better to let it be since I know who stands a better chance now...so I'm just not gonna think about it. Chill only....haha.

Speaking of chilling, pls do bare with my toilet sickness. My bladder got problem la.

I guess I'm gonna go to sleep la bah...

*And stop pointing fingers on my blog* =.="'

~Kaze

Keep in contact bah, everyone.
Really don't wish to be like my current class.