Need and want...

Need and want, is there a difference?

I may want something, but it isn't a need to me...
When you need something, does it mean it's of great importance to you?

People told me they need a girlfriend. Well is that really a need or a want? There's a difference you know? Why is that a need to you? What does a girlfriend really do that makes it a need to you? Care for you...? Well I think that's the only reason needed... We all need someone to care for us... That someone to do that extra bit... That someone who could make your day... That someone who will make you laugh and cry... That someone whom you don't mind spending all your time with... That someone you'll dream of every night in your lalaland...

All these, which started as a want, have slowly became a need... Because those extra bits that the someone has done, have became so deeply carved in your mind and your heart...you'll never forget it...and you want it so badly when you've lost it.

Perhaps I don't really understand it yet... But I think I'm gonna treat it as a want, and not a need. Yes, I wanted it so very much...but let's face it, I've lost it and it's never gonna be the same anymore...

Then again, we talked about how handsome guy attracts girls more... I believe I told someone before my point of view... We get attracted due to looks first...then we get to know the person more...then what we like about the person will be the personalities and characteristics. So handsome guys stand that extra percentage of chance against us. I really don't wanna think this way, but yea, this is reality, we're not in the 50s or 60s... So do I have a good personalities and characteristics? I asked myself... Well I dare not answer this question of my own. It's not for myself to judge myself. It's for you guys out there to do this judgement. But even so, will attracting someone be an easy task for us? nope. But we can try. Though I still don't know what I have done that spoilt it. But I will try again, and again...

People say being loved is better than loving someone. Well may I ask, is that true? Yeah, I think it is. Loving someone, knowing that someone doesn't like you at all should be so painful eh?

Sometimes one should know when to stop too. When you're given a yellow light, stop soon before it turn red... At least being friends still is better than losing it all... Becoming a bother is the last thing I wanna be. Just wish that someone that you've lost, the best that you can wish for her... It's easier said than done, but well...it's painful, but you will have to cry on your own, don't bother that someone. =)

~Kaze

Infatuation? Don't worry, I know what it means...