Anyway, went out with joan in the evening...haha I rejected her more than 10 times le I think becoz of my busy schedule during school term...till yesterday she quote me saying "Not free till thursday", then haha really bo bian must go...haha I'm free anyway. And I was late...=.=" 1st time sia, everytime i early de =.=" Well...1st time meet her alone...i mean just the two of us... I thought it will be quite wierd, i mean she used to be very shy dun wan talk... but to my surprise, she's changed... within such a short period of time... Like can finally talk normally face to face with her... anyway, yea, she grew slightly fatter and alot taller...haha I guess it's time eh? and she brought some books to study but then end up kept talking nv study -.-" haha and it seems like the hair is finally right for her. But still can't stand those gothic stuff she like...it's like so bloody...eee..haha.
Well, time passes so fast...and just a short amount of time can change someone so much......
I wonder when will all these take its shape...i mean...dunno, for me, it's like non stop "pending..." Sometimes I'm like given a green light..."so happy"...then the next thing I know, the green light seems to have changed to yellow, hinting that I have to stop soon, real soon. Perhaps I didn't try real hard enough...but even for a start, it doesn't seems too good...it's like...the way we reply msges changes over a short period of time...sometimes u have lots to say, sometimes u give one word reply, sometimes u type "hurhur", sometimes u simply dun "haha" in all msges, sometimes u give lots of smiling face, sometimes you don't, sometimes u start off by calling the person's nickname, sometimes you don't, sometimes you answer all the questions asked, sometimes u just don't answer, Sometimes you will reply wadever msges sent no matter when or wad, sometimes you just can't be bothered to reply...well does all these means something? I mean like hinting there's a change?...so if it is, how do you switch it back to how it used to be, i wonder?
haha anyway, will try again definitely...
Thanks.
~Kaze
I won't say forever, coz I don't believe there is... But I know I like you
so very much at this very moment......
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