The death of a snail, and a bunch of Fuckers!

Deleted my last post. It was just some nonsense I guess. And I don't want to have it on my blog. In prevention of misunderstanding that might happen. hah. Guess yesterday night wasn't that fine, but I'm ok now.

Woke up this morning being so damn tired...don't know why, perhaps because I've been sleeping 4 or 5am everyday... I forced myself to wake up coz I had to meet wei qi at 2pm, and his house isn't that near to mine. As I sit on the sofa, I realise the sky being so bright, I took a glance and saw those beautiful clouds. Haven't seen such beautiful clouds in Singapore for a long time...haha, too much polutions is causing all those clouds to turn grey...=.="


Nice eh? Ignore the colour, that's due to my phone's camera, and I had to edit with photoshop. But if you're seeing it with your own eyes, it's 50 x nicer...haha!

Went to city hall, then orchard with wei qi, coz he wanted to buy some clothes and jeans...and now he want to buy a cap =.=" Then we went to the Museum to see Leo's installation... Well we both thought there were alot...but actually it's just ONE installation.





The installation shows two sides of soft toys. One side being the normal soft toys teddy bears etc, and the other side are soft toys with faces of alien-like creatures. Leo must have gotten inspiration from Ultraman's monsters, coz seriously some of them look like some monsters in Ultraman. Haha. Anyway, He's trying to tell that, children used to play with normal toys such as teddy bear, and adult kill just to fill their stomach. However, as time passes, now children play toys with violence, and adult kill for desire and power. Perhaps this idea has been going on in his mind when he was teaching us on the theme "Toys". This installation is called "The attack of the flies" by the way.

Sigh... I stepped on a snail and crushed it just outside the museum... I'm still feeling uneasy and sad for that snail now. I didn't know it was there. It was dark, no light. I stepped on something and I heard this loud crack and the next thing i know I turned and see, I can't even see what it is. Wei qi told me it was a snail. Well it's really not so much about the sticky things on my shoe. It's like I feel so bad crushing that snail, killing a life. Well perhaps I'm just stupid thinking so much bah... But well, it may mean nothing to other people, but I just...sigh. I don't even step on ants. Sometimes I almost fell and sprain myself just to avoid one small little ant. But to me, an ant is a life. A snail is a life. Even though it's an ant, or a snail, it's still a life. I always like to ask people this, "If you were that ant, what would you be thinking?"

I'm feeling so damn guilty now... I don't think I'm gonna forget it so soon. Sigh. SORRY dear snail... Well I guess that added on another sin for me bah... =(

And when I was waiting for a bus at habourfront, there was this guy, keep asking his friend "Just tell me! Got Biaa... bo?" And he kept asking and asking... and it just pissed me off. Fucking give respect to your dear friend there, he doesn't even want to answer that. And it's other people's privacy. And fuck I hate this kind of people... "Bia" is the only thing they can think of when talking about girls. I hope he dies a horrible death. If I'm allowed to, I will gladly strip him naked and let a dog bite off his *ahem*. And I shall see how the hell he "Bia" without that thing. Fucking bastard. Since they like to FUCK so much, I can't find a better word to describe them,"FUCKERS". But I guess while killing one of these bastards, ten other bastard are being born in the world. There's no use killing just him. And no use teaching them how to respect, coz they won't learn. At this age, he still doesn't learn, there's nothing more we can do but to share this small little world with the likes of him, though I'd rather die than to see one of them again. Fucking spoil mood! Respect please!

And btw, today wasn't fun and I didn't enjoy it, and I'm fucking tired now. I really need someone to make my day man... This little flower over here is dying away...Please I need some water...and an extra bits of care...=)

~Kaze

Waiting to be free......