1st thing in the morning, I woke up just to find out that my sis is using the computer... so I went to sleep again. Then I woke up again and saw her using still... so I went to sleep again... Then I woke up again and saw her using still... I took a shower and wait for my phone to ring coz wei qi say wanna watch movie. So I switched on my ps2 playing this bleach game which was so boring... But no choice, no games... then I wait and wait... till I got fed up and msg him myself. As usual, he took damn long to reply, telling me it's at night and asking where I wanna watch. I said "anything". He didn't reply, after a while I msg him asking him to go to the cathay to watch coz the sound system there is better. But then the reply was so disappointing. He said edmund got something to attend to. Fuck. I was so pissed as my sis and mum are going out, if he told me earlier I could have gone out with them. Sian, though I've watched spiderman 3, but I just wanna get out of my house and I dun care how. So I msg him again asking him to go out. To my surprise, andy replied instead...haha...and so I finally went out at 5+pm...=.="
We went to art friend to buy something, then go eat then go buy present for his mum, then that's it, we simply walk and walk for the rest of the time we had...=.=" We walked from orchard all the way to clark quay. Haha... all was fine till I'm fukkin reminded of some things again, by some things said... sigh. Went to kopitiam to have desert. I looked at the menu and first thing I saw was "mango milk ice"... Hah... It's not surprising that he don't know what is mango milk ice... I myself didn't know too, if it wasn't for her......
Even though I've like deleted all those msges long time ago, I guess I still remember some of them... coz those are the ones that make me so full of hope...haha... some that even made me melt upon seeing it...haha... still remember once lying on bed at night msging... asking something like "what you doing?" and the reply was like so sweet? to me at least...hah.
Don't worry, I'm not gonna cry or wad... just recalling more and more things as the days passed by... instead of forgetting...hah. You know sometimes when I say I cried, or feel like crying, it doesn't really mean cry...it's just those "1 sec full of tears" and the next sec gone...hah, you know what I mean if you've experienced it too... Just felt so sad, it's like ur heart became so "sour?" at that very moment... Don't know how to explain it, but well......it doesn't matter... it's me in my own world again...=)
Lots of sigh......( - @ - )"'
~Kaze
It all started on a wednesday and ended on a wednesday...
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