Just wish.

"Whole wide world"

When I was a young boy
My mama said to me
There's only one girl in the world for you
And she probably lives in Tahiti
I'd go the whole wide world
I'd go the whole wide world
Just to find her

Or maybe she's in the Bahamas
Where the Carribean sea is blue
Weeping in a tropical moonlit night
Because nobody's told her 'bout you

I'd go the whole wide world
I'd go the whole wide world
Just to find her
I'd go the whole wide world
I'd go the whole wide world
Find out where they hide her

Why am I hanging around in the rain out here
Trying to pick up a girl
Why are my eyes filling up with these lonely tears
When there're girls all over the world

Is she lying on a tropical beach somewhere
Underneath the tropical sun
Pining away in a heatwave there
Hoping that I won't be long

I should be lying on that sun-soaked beach with her
Caressing her warm brown skin
And then in a year or maybe not quite
We'll be sharing the same next of kin

I'd go the whole wide world
I'd go the whole wide world
Just to find her
I'd go the whole wide world
I'd go the whole wide world
Find out where they hide her

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Suddenly have lot's of thoughts going through my head......

How long more will I be staying in this house?
How will I grow up to become?
How long can I live?
How will I die?

Who will I be with the rest of my life? Be it a family member, or someone else.
Who will become the next person I'll be hanging out with most of the time?
Who will live long enough to tell me about life after I'm gone?
Who will be the next "new" person I'll meet?

What will I be doing next time? I mean I could study design and become a beggar?
What will be the next "most memorable" thing I'll be having?
What will my next post title be?
What am I?

Which class will I be in when school reopens?
Which group of people will I mix around with?
Which will be the room for my thinking to take place?
Which pen will I be buying next?

When will I be at peace?
When can I die?

Just listening to "La Petite Fille De La Mer" calms me down...... And I feel so peaceful. Makes me want to leave this world for good. If there's really someplace call heaven that is. But I know there isn't.

You know...
There's this one phrase I find it so true :
"You feel twice as lonely lying on your bed..."

Just wish there's more to life, than waiting, waiting for things to happen, waiting for events to take place, waiting for death...

~Kaze

Just wish that love is as simple as saying...

"I want you."