The truth is, I do miss her...

Although I'm telling people it doesn't matter if I get to see her now...(coz perhaps I won't get to see her often next time anyway). But the truth is I wanted so much to see her...even though the day might just end with just abit of joke here and there. Though everyday, I wished for abit more than that. Sometimes it's just this feeling that you just wanna see that one person, you know it's short, you know it ain't gonna last, you know it's gonna end up making it harder for you to get over it, you know all the impossibles...Yet you wished for the possible...you want it to happen, you wished for miracles, you try your best, just to see her, even though it may mean nothing later on. But the point is, you want to see her, and you got to see her. You can wish for nothing more......you just can't help but smile when you see her.

Anyway, yesterday was the start of helping day again. Went to wei qi house to help with his work. Well he's so nice to treat me and gary to burger king...and before that, me to curry...haha. But I think when I get the money, I'm gonna return him, at least one meal bah...coz I think it's abit too much for him. Haha. and I didn't really helped much...Gary did a better job. He got a more productive rate than me...haha. Perhaps I just can't concentrate well. Especially with so much stuff inside my mind. Seriously, I wanna go to sentosa/gary's house today...but I can't, have to help other people, but I guess I got no money also... Sian, left with $6, dunno ltr eat wad... I think Lasalle grass should taste not bad bah...haha. Sian la, wished my dad was on auto gear...today tuesday liao lei... =.=" Well I'm off to prepare and hav my cup noodle (speaking of cup noodle, why does he buy so many seafood flavour when noone in the house eat seafood flavour)...then off I go to school! =) well not really looking forward though...haha.

Thanks.
~Kaze

The truth is, I do miss you...