"Do you have something to say to me?"

Today, you asked me this question again. Sometimes, I don't really know what more can I say to you. Should I ask "Why are you treating me like....I dunno, perhaps like how you used to treat him?" There's this high possibility you'll reply, "No, I'm not treating you like this." Just like how he asked you that time and you told him the same thing but in actual fact, everyone could see it clearly. When you saw something in a magazine, "Shida", "Shai" or other names is all I heard. When do I hear mine? "Kaze, pass me [ ]..." You know sometimes I don't even wanna hear you call my name, coz you don't used to call me "Kaze" if you havent noticed. Well, it'll just be a question with a predictable answer. Or should I ask if there's anything troubling you now? You will say "nothing" even if there is. Have you really lost that rashness and don't want to think about all these anymore? I'm guessing this is what's going on. If this is the case, it would be better if I stop pursuing any further. I really want to pretend everything's just as normal as it can get. So that all your worries will stop for the time being. Perhaps you know what I really want to say to you, if not you wouldn't have asked that question. I said "Nothing" even though my mind is full of unanswered questions. If I've asked you "do you like me?", what will the answer be?

Perhaps it was right to say "nothing". Seriously I don't want to see you frown the rest of the day after I've said something. I rather you spent the day smiling. Just seeing your smile from one corner is enough.

Thanks.
~Kaze