I still want to be back like it used to be...

Tell me I'm not dead...coz I seriously think I am...=.="'...assessment's in 4 days time and I went for a movie? "Am I crazy?"

Today, I basically wasted one whole day again...I'm stupid, I'm stubborn, my life is so messed up. I stubbornly dun wan to do my work...sigh...And when I start doing, can't think of good ideas...that explains why I'm stupid.

Anyway, went for a spanish movie, a chasing and killing with some gore stuff movie. Well actually to be honest, the only thing I like about this movie? IS the songs...both opening and ending song. I simply love the ending song. Well call me a wierdo, i dun care...I just love those kind of songs...although I dunno wad language it is in. And ppl go for all these movies for those gore part...but I hate those. I'm glad there isn't much gore in this movie...more chasing...which I'm more interested in. The gore part just makes me more stress at my current state. The one thing unique about this show is the chasing part is done underwater! nice la...like different from the other movies. Anyway, the underwater footage was fine, nicely shot. If anyone can get me that ending song, i will thank him/her with a kiss...hahahaha...siao.

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I hate endings....I hate endings of movies, I hate endings of party, I hate endings of gatherings, I hate ending or my story. But perhaps my story hasn't ended. Ya perhaps you're right about nth has changed. I don't really know what that means but I really hope to be back like we used to be...or be normal. I won't avoid...I want you to know I'm still me...and I hope you're still with me...I will try to talk more...if that's what you really want...I thought you didn't wanna talk...so I try to stay a distance so you can feel more...normal? perhaps?

I hope to go back as usual...I hope you can give me a chance to like you like I used to...

I hope you'll still be my zhu tou.

errr dun wan say le, zai say i will cry liao...=.="sigh...I just hope you'll read this.

Thanks.
~Kaze