It's sad, it's a sad sad situation, but leave me alone for sometime. I'll be fine. :)

I really don't wanna talk about it...I really don't. Coz I know it won't help. Even when explanation is made, they are ultimately "perhaps" "maybe". No confirm answers. So what for? I still didn't get any better understanding of anything...I seriously thought that the term is ending soon and so should the matter be. Let the matter rest and start a new life. Even if everyone's still friends afterwhich, let's be true friends that have nothing to hide, let's start anew. Well, seriously, I don't hide anything from anyone...except for my thinkings...Everyone's tired, everyone's exhausted...I Am exhausted. Everyday I just want to sleep...perhaps I will sleep for all 3 months of holiday...i dunno. I wished I can fall into deep sleep and nv wake again. So that I won't trouble anyone anymore. I want people to do what they want, don't care about me please! You have every right to do so. And if you're seeking an approval, I approve it! And for You, if you've found someone whom you think is the one, just go for it, don't worry about me if you are...I'll be fine. I have to get over it someday and I will. If not just let me stuck here by myself...I'll do fine.

I'm just sitting here watching the wheels go round and round.........:)

Thanks.
~Kaze