I dream of you

It's 4.30pm and I'm back home...perhaps got a little better...But I still hate myself...for influencing people around me with my emo shit. Perhaps I'm just tired...and it's making me feel frustrated...I'm feeling hot...I wish my house's air conditioned...haha. I fell asleep on the bus on the way back...I want to sleep...anyone wanna help me do my work? I'm still in no mood to do my external...no idea how to start...spent almost 30 bucks buying Turchoise(dunno how to spell) color stuff...i simply grab anything thats in that color...who the hell suggested that color anyway...yea it may be nice...but how am I gonna get all the materials in that color? It's making me broke. and Again I'm pissed.

I dunno why I get frustrated so easily nowadays...but I wanna change. Someone help me change please. sigh...as I'm typing this, Sally msg me to thank me for helping her and jankin with the CCS presentation thing, the lecturer like it. Well i'm glad to hear that...afterall, both presentation and things to say are all done by me...that's why I ended up not going to tutorial that day...coz have to finish my own 3d stuff...=.=" But at least I'm still not useless in this world...I'm glad I still help ppl rather than trouble them...

Looking at my external photo...that table...it seems to bring back more and more memories...I guess I'll be crying the whole night till I finish it...haha..........-.-" Stupid me la...cry cry cry...siao...as if it will help...sigh...I want to stop lei...somebody lai cheer me up can? hahaha.=.="

Here's a song I wrote while on the bus, i know I shouldn't write anymore but I just feel like writing...and I know my english sux but It's meant to express my feelings, not really become somebody with it...and dun nid care abt it de la...I just write becoz i want to...maybe no meaning also i dunno...

I dream of you

I think I'm really exhauted
I think I know what's feeling tired
But I think my heart's still not dead yet
For all I want to do is think of you

I know I'm dreaming my life away
But I guess I'll do fine anyway
I want to close my eyes and sleep
Then dream of how we used to be

All I want to do is dream of you
All I want to do is be with you
All I want to say is
You are beautiful

All I want to see is the smiling you
All I want to do is care for you
All I want to run is run for you
All I want to dream of
Is holding you

I know it isn't right to do so
But what's wrong with dreaming away
I admit that I was getting too close
Too close was the words you said

I know perhaps it isn't time
For both you and also me
But please tell me what to do
And I'll do it your way

Thanks.
~Kaze