LALALALALA!!

Hah...yesterday I went to buy some new clothes, the whole day I was dreaming away...thinking of how to tell you...after seeing the post at your blog before I went out. I wanted to ask you out but didn't think you will come out...can't find a good reason to ask you out also. I ended up msging you, I dunno if everything's clear now...but i guess there're still some things I wanted to say...but i guess it doesn't make any difference...and might make the matter worst. Things like why I have all this thoughts and feelings...I put it across with just one short sentence. But actually wanted to say, perhaps you were right to have done wad you're doing, but I really needed time to adjust, to think we were so close before and suddenly you basically ignored me for 2 weeks, you would msg him in the mid of the night but not me anymore, until the 3rd week, it's becoming better...Everyday facing that cold side of you and don't know why or how...and I got no one to confide to, not even Sally, I didn't want to trouble anyone. I was so close to breaking down. Until the situation got better, and I started to realise perhaps time and space was what you wanted all along. I just didn't see it. Sorry. I really hope now everything's been made clear. I guess I was getting too close and you dodged with a good reason.

Haiz! anyway, spent quite alot(for me) buying those stupid clothes...stupid auntie keep saying designer lei, wear until like that...shouldn't have told her what i'm studying...damn! Say until the whole shop de ppl look at me...fuk sia. The clothes not bad, but wear le like quite skinny lei. Haha I bought two top, 1 jeans, 1 belt in the end...haha. Wanted to buy another piece of jeans but not enuff money T.T"' Haha, and guess where I'm going now?

HERE I COME! Singapore ZOO! ahaha, haven't been there for quite long...dunno how's it now...lalalalala...I really hope everything could be back to how it was still...but perhaps a new start was needed?

Thanks.
~Kaze