Everyday I thank god...

It's been 5 days since my assessment... but seems like today I'm just starting to feel...lonely, again... The whole day, just sitting infront of my computer...don't know what to do... All I did was think and think... Lucky there was gary to keep me company, after I woke up from a short nap. We chat and chat and time passes so fast..."I thank god, that I can talk hip, even though I'm crying inside..."

I've uploaded lots of songs today... guess I got nothing better to do. Anyway, there're now 3 playlists...one is the usual mixed songs...that doesn't include most of the songs from the other 2 playlists. I put it to shuffle randomly... There're songs from "cake" and other artiste down at the bottom of this playlist. And another playlist is songs by "John Lennon", I put them into a seperate playlist coz I know most people won't like his songs...so don't wanna mix with the rest... The third playlists contains all emo songs...Well some not really emo but I put it in... But one sure thing is except for "when you're gone", the rest of the songs in this playlists aren't really very loud. So can help smoothen ur mind bah... And I guess I'll be listening to this playlist alot. Emo freak...haha.

sigh, tmrw gotta start helping again most probably... I'm tired actually...who wouldn't? But that's what that keeps me from staring blankly into my computer... I have nothing better to do now anyway. No school, no classmates to talk to, no work to do, no where to go, no friends to go out with, and I can't see you... :/

Edit :

I'm emo again...after reading the post on her blog...sigh...I l'm lying in front of my com now listening to "your song", and the next thing I know...... I...

"I hope you don't mind, that I put down in words...how wonderful life is when you're in the world..."

When I'm with friends, I thank god, that I can talk hip, even though I'm
crying inside......