Too sad...

Sometimes some words said out of anger may make u regret later on...Some people are so used to doing it still. They said stuff like this just to vend their anger perhaps. They put it in a way that's like they're confirm and sure about what they're doing...that they've "decided"...yet I know they're not...I know they'll say something else later on. Sometimes I myself get carried off and become like this too...but I hate myself for that...I hate doing that. That's why I seldom speak too...coz I dun wanna say something that I might regret ltr...and go on saying you've already decided on another thing...well come on, make up ur decision...and I'm already quite stress for these stuff anyway...if I can hav a choice, pls dun tell it to me...I'm not interested in any way.

Anyway, I'm so tired working and thinking of stuff at the same time...it seems like the more i work, the quicker it's all gonna finish...the faster it ends...and I will be too lost when that happens...I really dun wan tomorrow to come...Sometimes I do know what I want...but why am I still so lost? Someone guide me on the right direction pls...I'm just feeling so sad whenever i think of it. I'm too sad to say anything else... I'll miss you.

Thanks.
~Kaze