I'm gonna miss you so much!

Today is both a happy and sad day. I've nv been so happy for the past 1 month plus. But I'm so sad that it had to end so soon, it had to end now...Nearing the end of the day...I became so depress...becoz it's all ending soon. I might not be able to see you anymore...I don't know...3 months holiday sure is long...I really hope I'll be able to see you even with your busy schedule...I'm just so damn sad that things are just starting to get better and then the next thing you know...you're near the ending of the show. I told myself not to cry...I stopped my tears from coming out when I'm walking up the stairs after sending you off. But I'm glad you asked and I told you what I wanted to say. In that room, listening to that song which you kept repeating...just make it worst...I very much like this song...but it's just too sad when I listen to it while thinking that things are going to end so soon, you're going back home soon.

I will work non stop, I don't mind, if only the time will stop...I don't know what will happen in the future, But I'm gonna try my best I guess...to get you to come out. I'm gonna miss you so much!:( now I can really sing along with "when you're gone"...haha...

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you



Thanks.
~Zhu tou, always.